All Under One Roof

Has it really been 6/7 months since I last blogged? One can only assume that within all that time one had been extremely happy.... one would be right.

OK so it's late and I'm going to try my hardest not to rush this as to not miss out any details (because I know I've been missed, much like small pox) but it's the pressure you see for I fear that if I do not blog soon then Mr bloody Groom will cause me harm, the kind of harm usually only restricted to rabid animals. So Groom, this is for you and without further ado here comes my first blog in YONKS.

Let me think, July 12th 2009 was my last entry so what has happened since then? Well July 29th saw my 25th Birthday. Had plans, cancelled, made new plans... 'go out and get drunk'- this was the new plan. What I hadn't planned on was meeting my then future partner, lover, friend, confidant and boyfriend.

It was fancy dress and me and Paris opted for a burlesque theme whilst Jana came as Marilyn Monroe and Kerri-Lee and co. came as a sexy Police Woman and Cheerleader. The other didn't dress up but I was grateful that they turned up. We started at the the usual meeting place, The Troll Cart. Cheap Wetherspoon drinks to get us in the mood. We then headed toward the seafront and Bar X where it was karaoke and we all know how I loves the karaoke.
Anyway, everyone's mingling and being friendly and such and as I look over to my friend I notice her chatting to a couple of guys. One who caught my eye. Admittedly I was a wee bit drunkered by this point but managed to stagger over in my 3" heels. There I was greeted by the most gorgeous man I'd ever seen. I knew there and then (and here comes the cliché) that I wanted him in my life. My friend proceeded to introduce me to them as they were friends of hers. I was smitten and he'd barely even opened his mouth! Maybe it was his Nirvana T-shirt or his luscious shiny hair (in the non-greasy sense) or just his god damn sex appeal that made me go gooey, I don't know. So we chatted, mainly about music. He told me about a band I'd never heard of before. He also told me he played guitar and that he'd love to start a cover band etc. As you can imagine, I was 'bowled' over (those of you who know me and Al will get the pun)!! Next thing you know I'm up on stage have a sing-song then falling off it, luckily he didn't see the falling bit otherwise this story could've had a very different ending. We exchanged email addresses (both a little too shy to ask for numbers I guess) and wondered over to the pier where we kinda just parted our ways.

I couldn't stop thinking about him though so I asked my friend for his full name on Facebook but she didn't know it. Luckily she pointed me in the direction of someone who did and I added him. I didn't really hear from him for a while, mainly because we were going to chat via Facebook but alas, he never went on it and to this day he barely uses it.

Roughly about 6 weeks after my birthday I was out on a random night with friends. I looked round and low and behold who should I see just sat there outside The Troll... yup it was him. I wondered over (less drunk than the 1st time we'd met) and we just hit it off. We ended up drinking 'til the small hours in various nightclubs and as the evening drew to a close I knew I couldn't let him go. The funny thing is I can be quite shy when I really like someone. I don't quite remember how it happened but we were stood outside the Longbar and he just kissed me. It was bliss and who doesn't love that 1st kiss feeling. So let's just say it started with a kiss and the rest (as they say) is history.

That was 5 months ago and I there is not a single thing I'd change about him or us. We don't argue, I adore him to pieces, he makes me laugh CONSTANTLY, he makes me feel life is worth living again and that's not me being dramatic. He's totally awesome and I'm completely in love through and through. I simply cannot imagine me without him. All I can say is through every 'mistake' I've made, a lesson was learnt and this time he's for keeps <3<3<3 (I really hope he never reads this as I can just see him now, cringing at the screen lol)



Well I was going to continue but I've just had a look at the time and it's like LATE. And as if it's taken me 2 hours to write up to this point.... shocking. So for now I shall retire and continue at a later date, good night folks.




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I only really write when I'm feeling shit because it's like therapy for me. So low and behold... I'm not feeling so fine and dandy. Just fucked off I guess. I don't like feeling emotional. I wish I were some kind of robot tbh. Wouldn't it be good if something nice happened for a change. I won't hold my breath. I need a release and we all know how well that usually ends but tonight I'm gonna refrain. Purely on the fact that my last cuts haven't healed properly and one inparticular looks really visible and red. So instead I choose Oasis, MSN & Facebook in the vain hope that it'll deter me long enough to do anything.....

.....I just want to cry



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