All Under One Roof

I just feel so so tired. Not just in the "sleepy" sense. I mean really tired of life. My uphill struggle with mixed emotions. Questions i daren't ask because i'm scared of the answers.
Why can't life be a little more easier. Relationships, friendships, work, this place. They all play a major part in the way i live my life. It just seems to be one thing after the other ALL THE TIME. And i still wonder what i've done to deserve this wastefull life.

I'm 24 ffs and done absolutely sod all with my life because everytime i try, something brings me down...

IM SICK OF THE TEARS, THE DEPRESSION AND THE EVER GROWING CERTAINTY THAT NOTHING WILL EVER GET BETTER