Tuesday, 20 January 2009

I'm starting to feel more and more argry, day by day and it's not good. I'm trying to control it but all I really want to do is confront the bitch, I want to know why? I'm really starting to resent the fact that she is the reason for my well being and state of mind. She is the reason for my self doubt and SHE is the reason I've cut myself, been suicidal and generally been a messed up individual. If I stay much longer I'm going to end up doing or saying something I may regret.

All of this could of been prevented, ALL OF IT! I didn't have to go through this had she stepped up to the plate and done what she was supposed to. And now even though I'm controlling my anger, I want some sort of justice. There's no love, just emptyness. And the more I argue, the more I want out. I need to get out of there before....

I don't know what to do :'(




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