All Under One Roof

And we all know how this one goes.....

Yet again I've let myself get involved with someone who can't give me what I want. I really didn't realize the common problem amoungst young men of today, commitment.

I almost feel guilty for wanting non-materialistic things like a husband, kids, nice home and car (which by the way I don't want tomorrow). I also think it is too much to ask for so next time I'll be sure to ask for expensive gifts and a care free life style.

I often wonder why I crave such things and here's my conclusion;
I had a shit upbringing to be honest and having a family of my own is my way of proving that a family is all about love, trust, honesty...

I'm 25 soon and grew up far too quickly but I wasn't a teen mum. Wanted to do things properly but I'm starting to feel like Bridget fuckin' Jones! So this brings me to my first question. At what age do you think it's appropriate to start feeling a little pissed off with the world and lack of sharing that same sense of wanting a family with someone you love?

I once came soo soo close and I'm just thinking, when's it my turn?
I'm gonna do it again. Beat myself up over 'The One That Got Away'
Engaged, stable home, plans of kids and even a wedding dress (that was gorgeous by the way)
I feel like time is melting away and I keep starting all over again.

I need to re-think my priorities

I do however want to thank Ed and Bee for their continued support. I know you're always here for me and I trust you both implicitly

'Engaged, stable home, plans of kids and even a wedding dress (that was gorgeous by the way)'

Now I know that was about you Ed but don't worry it's not an issue for me as you should know lol