All Under One Roof

I shed a few tears sometime after the initial shock set in... then blocked it out but it's creeping up on me slowly. I can feel it and today is going to be so so hard. I don't want to say 'I'm devasted' or 'hurt' or 'angry' or 'emotional' or 'close to a mental breakdown' because if I let myself think those things then that's how I'll end up and I know it'll be a prolonged feeling. It won't last just a day or two. It'll last weeks, months even and I'm not prepared to go through that right now. I need to block it out. I need to get out of this place. I can't be around certain people. I want to ask questions but I know all I'll get is lies. Don't want to drag up the past but I need to know the truth. I think I need some help.................




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