All Under One Roof

Yet I have to vent (or blog) as I'm soooo fucking frustrated with the world and myself... it's constant and I've had enough tbh. If it's not one thing it's another. Money, job, home, love life (well lack of all 4) is driving me to the brink of total dispair. I feel as though I want to scream or cry or shout or something. It keeps going round my head time and time again, What may seem trivial to some is just dominating my every thought. I want to be 'happy' - to feel anything other than this torment. I'm back on self-destruct and powerless to stop it from consuming me. Dragged down with worry and anguish. There's so much going on in my head and I can't truly find the words to describe how I'm really feeling but let's just say it's not good......