Sunday, 12 July 2009

I only really write when I'm feeling shit because it's like therapy for me. So low and behold... I'm not feeling so fine and dandy. Just fucked off I guess. I don't like feeling emotional. I wish I were some kind of robot tbh. Wouldn't it be good if something nice happened for a change. I won't hold my breath. I need a release and we all know how well that usually ends but tonight I'm gonna refrain. Purely on the fact that my last cuts haven't healed properly and one inparticular looks really visible and red. So instead I choose Oasis, MSN & Facebook in the vain hope that it'll deter me long enough to do anything.....

.....I just want to cry



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Now playing: Oasis - Don't Look Back In Anger
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Thursday, 2 July 2009

Well it's been a good week me thinks. I worked Friday & Saturday doing crowd control in Cannock for the Forest Tours where I got to see Paul Weller & Sugababes :) Then Sunday I worked in Chelmsford for the Twenty20 cricket *yawn* lol




I then received my interview letter from GY college asking me to go in for an assesment on the 16th. Hopefully I'll pass and then I can start college in September. It's an Access to Social Work course.... Very exciting.

I've also applied TWICE for a seasonal job abroad in Kos, Greece. Would be awesome so hoping to hear from them very soon :)



Plus I should be getting some money Money as I've been so so poor :( Rahhhh :P




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Now playing: Morrissey - The More You Ignore Me The Closer I Get
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